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lyrics
i cannot end it all, i've tried
but i guess i really need a friend
to assist my suicide
so i won't be lonely in the end
drunk and way out of my mind
i'll make promises we'll both forget
until i make it back inside
and sleep beside the things that i regret
when i told her so, she cried
but not for reasons that she can defend
'cause she was out there getting high
while i was in here going down again
i guess that that makes it alright
but really, what's it matter in the end?
our hearts have left us far behind
this hollow shell's the only thing that's left
i cannot end it all, i've tried
but i guess i really need a friend
i think i'll lose myself tonight
will you carry me to bed again...?
credits
from Memorial,
released November 29, 2009
written and performed by J Ericson
except rhythm guitar & live drums performed by Jay Blanch
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