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lyrics
why did i do that?
was it for this moment?
or this one...?
maybe one of them will be worthwhile.
i had everything.
all my life, i've never kept an actual promise
this is no exception.
yet there i was, playing the victim
hurting myself every night as if that justified it
cowering in my corner
as the world
my life
their lives
withered away around me...
what does any of it mean now?
i needed to stop calling him while drunk
i needed to stop blaming everything on her
i needed to stop hoping someday, someone would come and save me
as if there was something they could save me from...
all my life, i've been dreaming of dreams
but some days i just have to wake up.
credits
from Memorial,
track released November 29, 2009
written and performed by J Ericson
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